What's important? Being happy.

There are so many things running through my mind now. But it's hard to put your thoughts into words :( I'm just hoping that everything will get better soon :) I need to buck up on my studies, cherish all my friends and please be happier :) Sometimes my self esteem can kill me so much. Having to feel inferior in whatever I do and whenever I see someone better, I'll just feel super miserable .. :( I'm so tired that I can't open my eyes any more. These few days was tough., :( I need 24 hours of sleep!:(