I don't wanna hurt anymore.

I'm so tired. So tired of everything. Drained out. Empty. Sad. Exhausted. Disappointed. Torn. Can't really put it into words but I hope someone understands...... I've never felt so tired in my entire life.... Tired of what? Everything. Every single thing. Sick and tired of quarrels. Why can't there be a pure friendship in this world? Why must everything involves girl boy relationship? Does it really seems to be that easy to like someone? Why can't a guy and a girl just talk normally as friends without people suspecting anything?