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Saturday, January 12, 2013

Doubts

" Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decided
It was time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong  "
The release of GCE O levels results took place on thursday. Our school did remarkably well this year with our top student attaining 10 As and the second got 9As. How is that possible.... Everyone was so tensed up before collecting their results but afterwards, the hall became a state of chaos. Tears of joy, tears of sorrow, smiley faces, disappointed faces, some were sobbing their heart out while there are people celebrating their joy too. As for me, i collected my olvl chinese results with macy and nicole. All three of us attained A1 and distinction for oral! :')  HOORAYYYY!!!! This A1 made me feel extra motivated to do well for this year's olvls ! :) The drive to success. woohooo. " The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step".

Science is my Achilles’ heels. Which brings me back to pondering why did i even take triple science. But on a second thought, if i was given another chance to choose my subject combinations i'll still choose triple science :) I'm born to be a complain queen. Sometimes i get so whiny that i feel like shutting myself up or out of this world. A little stress can literally drive me insane. I can't manage stress and it will just simply eat me up making me feel so drained and worthless :( I can actually picture myself preparing for o's. I'll most probably be pulling my hair out and overstress myself. My anxiety level will rise up like a rocket to the moon. But for now, maybe its not the time to focus too much on the problems and worries. Hahahahaha. Just gonna study and mug and play and relax and do whatever that is part and parcel of lifeeeeee. :)




 

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