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Sunday, March 17, 2013

Edge

“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly. Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them. I was so preposterously serious in those days… Lightly, lightly – it’s the best advice ever given me…So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly my darling…”

Emotional week. I feel like i am plunging into a state of darkness at the same time there's a streak of rainbow appearing. Short term happiness and a bittersweet memory. We can never ever learn to cherish what we have and we can never be satisfied with what we've got. Life is filled with expectations. But expectations lead to disappointments. How does it feel to be disappointed? A feeling of emptiness ? Or Isit a feeling that can't be expressed? I don't know. All I know is I could feel my heart sank and my mind went blank at that point

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