I am not heartbroken because you left, but because you promise me you wouldn’t.

"Don’t you ever just break down and start crying. It wasn’t just one reason that caused you to that moment. But a million reasons bottled up inside you from whenever. The crying can go on for seconds, minutes, or even hours. Usually after, your body just puts itself to sleep, even if you weren’t tired to begin with, but just to stop the pain. To shut you down and make you happy. Because only in your dreams are when you feel as if you belong and that everything just goes perfect. In the end, you just wait and bottle up more emotions, just to do it again the next day or week or month. Because, you’re afraid that nobody would understand or care enough if you tried to talk and tell them about it."