It's nearing

I know my ca1 results is gonna turn out terrible again. It has always been terrible and it scares me so much. I'm so worried about the upcoming olvls. Can I make it through? Will I do well ? Or will I end up crying at the corner of the hall after the papers? Can I leave the examination hall with no regrets?  I don't know and I'm not certain of what will happen. All I can do now is to hope for the best and put in my best effort to mug :)