After O's : I miss mugging
It was indeed relieving when o's ended because the huge burden is finally off y chest. However, I feel lifeless as I lost the drive to work hard for something. I have no aim or anything to work for and that's what upsets me most because I feel bare like nothing. I want to continue mugging at Starbucks every week to prepare for exams. But as I looked through twitter and hear from seniors about how horrible jc and poly life can be, I feel fear creeping in. I don't know how I am gonna handle the immense amount of stress I will be given, I hope I won't have a nervous breakdown or continue having a mental fight. For now, I will cherish these two months of holiday.
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